Dear lord.

I can't figure this out. This isn't really working out. Like. At all. I can't do this. It doesn't help that I can't use a third of my screen on my laptop because of a random screen fracture that appeared when I opened it one morning this week. :(

Weeps bitterly

I like animation, I do. I like the work that comes with it. But boy howdy it's going to take some getting used to in regards to the I-can't-breathe-because-I-have-literally-no-idea-what-I'm-doing-or-how-I'm-doing-it feeling. I have no idea how to use this program at all... but I think I'm learning a little bit?

It's kind of pretty? I could add in more landscape if I choose to keep this kind of camera angle. My thought is that this is some abandoned factory or mining town that some post-apocalyptic scavenger is happening upon.

No animation at this point yet. But I'll work on this at home a bunch once I install the program.

Oh no.

I have no idea how to use C4D. It's definitely not for beginners and oh gosh am I a beginner in 3D modeling.

This isn't good, this isn't a good idea at all. I downloaded the trial version and I'm just. Completely lost. The things I learned in class helped a bit, but I'm just... very overwhelmed.

Is it too late to take a different course? I don't even know what other course I could take. Should I just finish what I started? I seriously don't know what to do and I'm kind of freaking out a lot and this is not a good time to freak out at all. I just went through a bunch of emotional experiences in the past two weeks and good lord I just. I need to try. I need to complete this course or at least do my best in it. I'm out of options. Why did I think this was a good idea at all. I have no idea what I'm doing.

Cinema 4D oh my

Adding textures!

Getting back to the right camera!

The Honorable King Golfball Snowman III

I've never used a program like this before. Am I even ready for this kind of stuff? I think so. Let's do thissss!